All I am able to manage at the moment is work, sleep, and college. I have been finding a few moments here and there to work on the path I am on. Hopefully it will all calm down soon so that I can get back onto a more even keel. Until then I am having to work on finding me time!! I have been able to find a few hours late at night but by then I am too tired to even meditate. When I start I fall asleep. Not a good sign for me, just means that I need more sleep. Where do all the hours in the day go?

I have been able to read a little at work, but that is so sparradic that I feel as if I am not getting anything accomplished. Tommorrow should be diffrent though because the lead on my shift will be back from having surgery. That will give me eight more hours to get everything that I can do done. I either need to get up earlier or find a way to take a nap otherwise.

Well that is all I have time for tonight. Have a good one all.

Well my 2 year old was wiccaned on his birthday. He loved being in the circle, at least as much as a toddler does! My fiance's 14 year old is now starting to look at wicca in a new light also. She has found out that it is alot of work, with little time to play, because she at first thought that it was going to be like christianity!!

She is starting her training and has so many questions. Sometimes all the questions drive me crazy until I think back to how many I had when I first started. But I had to find out all of my answers for myself, until mom got into it also. Then we were able to work on some of them together.

My baby sis finally graduated from high school. Now she is living in the land of adult life. She seems to be enjoying it, but she has been adating to how life can really be.

My mother is doing pretty good. She has had a couple of spells with her M.S. but she is still as chipper as ever.

My fiance is looking at wicca a little harder now. He is more and more interested in the religion. I have told him that it is his choice what he does and he can be christian if he wants, I don't mind as long as he don't push it on me.

I have been working so much that I am afraid that I have not had the time that I need to work on my studies as I need to. So I am going to force myself to make time, even if it is at 3 in the morning. I have been feeling out of wack lately. I think that it is because I have not been working with my witchcraft as I used to.

Well that is all I have to say for tonight.

mm, mp, till we mm again

     I finally got full time att my job after 13 months! I also go to college full time so I feel as if I am being pulled in 3 diffrent ways. The problem is when I just want to spend time with my family and I can not. I have been learning how to balence all of this better. Sometimes it can get hectic though. To top all of this off my fiance's 14 year old wants to learn wicca! So I asked my mother to start teaching her because I do not have the time or patience right now. Also my mother does better with her and she can provide better instruction than I can.

I am a 29 year-old and a mother of a aborable little boy. I go to school full time and also work. My fiance and I also have 2 kittens, 2 puppies, 2 ferrets, a snake and a hamster. This is not includeing his daughter who also lives with us. I have been studying withcraft for about ten years now and enjoy it very much. My mother and sister also are following the same path so I have people who I share this with. I am interested in talking to more people who share the same thoughts as I do on this path.